I am in need of advice and counceling. Everything around me pisses me off and gets me really tired; from family issues(polygamous family palava am sure you can relate) to my education(I fell seriously ill some months back. I had to do a surgery that kept me away from school for about a session. This greatly affected my semester results as well as my grade point average (GPA) since I wasn’t around and relied only on residue knowledge during the exams). I haven’t been able to concentrate on my studies; when I try to study, I find it difficult to concentrate.
Then relationship issues although I tell myself each time the thought comes that I don’t care. My fiancee broke up with me 6 months to our wedding after dating for 6 long years. The broken relationship caused me pain for a long time but I have gained balance a bit now.
Also, environmental factors; I have spontaneously gained weight. I have tried all my best to loose weight but haven’t been successful.
I come to you because I have no intimate friend to discuss these things with. My ex was my confidant but he has left me. This makes me psychologically unstable.
I am alone with and in my thoughts. I need someone to talk to else I will fall into deeper depression.
I councel people but my theories and ideologies doesn’t work for me. People body shaming me is giving me alot of psychology stress.
I am a leader, I can’t afford to show weakness when dealing with people but I am battling with my inner demons and I need help.
Please help me