So once or twice in a month I get to have this kind of feeling. Like I get so pissed about everything. One thing here is I’m very sensitive and I try to level it but I keep on thinking so deep about little things.
I keep on freaking out. Now this is the second time in this month of August I’ve been feeling this way and if anyone shouts or just do anything I cry. It’s so painful because I want to stop feeling weak but I can’t help it.
Then I expect my boyfriend to be the one to calm me down and give me words of encouragement but instead he’s not doing anything, so I sent an offline message to him that I want a break that I need to get myself. The thing is I find it so hard to stop thinking so much about things said to me either good or bad.
I don’t just know.
It hurts so much.